Friendship

Its not very difficult for a person like me to define friendship... you know its very hard to find friends here in Delhi... but then only the thirsty can tell you how much is the worth of a swig of water...
Friendship is a moment
Its not for ever...
Its something you will get most
when you expect the least
something to be shared liberally
before it comes back manifold
friendship is a smell
that attracts others to you and for you...
something that you know comes from flowers...
but which one ... you can't say....

Hat Trick

Well India might be out of the World Cup... but like hell I am...
Last year... around this time I would've given anything to get an admit... This time is different... I've already got 3 offers under my belt and you bet it feels nice and comforting with acceptance packages lying around your house... so much choice...

Visa Process

I have started my visa process... a almost maternal process thats gonna take 3 months before the baby arrives on my passport...
nothing compares to the feeling i got when i received my first admit... the first blood... the first package... though i might not even end up going there cause i have admit from another institute... i am sure i ll remember this for a long time... maybe when i am old.... sitting on a rocking chair... just dreaming about how my life fared ...
sometimes i think i know what i want...
other times i just guess and keep walking anyways...

Song for the moment : XL di Kudiyan, very very smart... hai meri tauba tauba

Happy Birthday

If i sit down and count the things I ve learnt this past year...
things that i've hit ...
things that ve brushed past...
things that ive grasped and clutched...
things that i've lost ... ( and am happy i did )

I have a lot to be thankful for... and a lot to look ahead to...

Top 3 lessons in the past year...(writing it down lest i forget it)
1. I was born to experience... i ll die the day i stop experiencing... pain sorrow anxiety..
2. Time changes everything... things never stay the same ... "the only thing certain in life is change"... the image I/You/We carry is already 1 second old.... 1 year is like a century...
3. Watch... stand still and watch... dont react...
[ i am surprised i know so much ]

Song for the moment : Tujhse naraaz nahin jindagi...hairaan hoon mein...

When I am alone

Even when i am alone
you are with me

even when i lost my own trust
you never lost faith in me

even when i forgot where I was
you reminded me where I needed to go

even when i could barely stand
you whispered that you saw me running

in my deepest darkest hours
you were with me
Lord carry my in your arms

Yesterday Night In My Dream

last night in my sleep i dreamt
a dream so beautiful
i kept wishing it were true

i soared over the himalayas
with my hands streched out
and by lord how i flew

i played with the dolphins
swam for hours looking for secrets
in the ocean deep blue

drank from the fountains
smelt the mud in the first rains
i even raced the deer and the caribou

a feast for the senses
that feeling of eternal joy
it was through and through

woke up with a longing
to be there again
but how, i had no clue

the answer came from my soul within
i wasnt dreaming...
last night i was with you...

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